Simply put, no one can excuse fear.
I’m referencing the core of racism, sexism, fascism, classism, and all the little isms lurking around our American fabric. This is a universal ill but my country is slowly eating itself in shame by serving every dish with a side of fear. The recent verdicts just reflect our ability to create fantasies of what we want to see versus the truth. It’s the same reason why people are addicted to sex, lying, food, gambling, and murder.
Killing unarmed youth and Blacks has replaced the lynchings of yesteryear. We fret at the mention of increased oversight yet we have no answers for when those sworn to protect end up killing the unarmed.
We’re too comfortable. Everyone has grown apathetic and immune to the protests, the loss of lives, and the weeping mothers left behind. We shrug it off and go back into our fear laden worlds. Look at every riot that ever erupted in our country and you’ll be able to tie it back to fear.
Fear allows us as individuals to lose sight of a human face. Have you ever walked into a mall, attended a concert, or even pumped gas and at some point realized you couldn’t make out any of the faces you saw? Well, that’s the same thing that happens when three to four officers are apprehending a man while in a chokehold. At that moment, procedure was first (albeit illegal) while the cries of a human being were muted.
I can actually understand how it happens. It’s the same way we can become so fixated in a matter (cell phone app, people watching,etc) that we miss what is right in front of us. Typically, someone will profusely beg for our attention until we snap out of the trance of occupation and back into reality.
Unfortunately, in New York there was no snap back moment. The fear laced approach to addressing illegal solicitation took priority over simply verifying a man’s story. There was no middle ground, just action. There was no reasoning, just zealousness. No weapons or mal intent was displayed from the apprehended father.
Sadly, several Officers that day sided with procedure over instinct. Instinct can hear or motion for us to slow down in our decision-making because there are other details to consider. No, on that day knowledge won. Knowledge, is the head sense that puts facts, figures, and procedure over a life or cry for air. On that day, fear of not following protocol (albeit illegal) took precedence as well as taking a father from his children and wife.
Now, we that remain behind have an obligation. Stop making excuses. Stop excusing your actions by blaming others. Stop excusing your apathy and fear based logic without exposure to difference. If you don’t know or understand privilege, learn. If you cannot understand why people are protesting, ask (not your buddies who make racist jokes on twitter but smile and hug everyone at the water cooler). Get out of your comfort zone and actively engage to rebuild connections. It’s okay if you are racist, a bigot, (no matter your ethnicity or race) or whatever label you subscribe. There’s an app for that. It’s called no more excuses.
We cannot move forward as a community, state, or nation until these weak, fear laced excuses for inclusion and respect stop.